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Words - Can kill...
Sadly, I receive a lot of requests from
potential suicides. In a lot of cases their suicidal depression is caused by
what other people are saying about them. In other words, words. I donated this
poem so that *Jane* could start fighting back. Her true identity will obviously
remain anonymous.
Words
Words, once spoken,
can't be taken back,
and they lay there festering,
like rotten fish in a woven sack.
And sticks and stones may break me,
but words also strike at my very
heart,
and like an unseen destructive force,
they are slowly tearing me apart.
I'm so sad, I'm so mad,
everybody is talking about me,
nasty things, cruel things,
why can't they just let it be?
And I know how I can end this misery,
simple, a bottle and too many pills,
and these words will have blood on
their hands,
one more of the unjust, unpunished
and merciless kills.
Do you know how bad my life is?
Go on, just spend a day in my shoes,
I bet you'd be too scared to tread
that path,
because, like me, you might find
you've everything to lose.
And I've screamed out for help,
and those closest to me, sadly,
struck out,
and I'm learning some very hard
lessons
about life, love and what suffering
is all about.
But there's one thing I'm holding
onto,
and this is the truth, and this I
know,
your cruel and heartless words can't
hurt me,
and this valley is where my seed of
greatness will grow.
So, talk, gossip, chatter all you
like,
I am strong and I will learn to carry
on,
because I know that I am right,
and you, undoubtedly, are cruel and
so very wrong.
And if I have to tread this path on
my own,
then so be it, I will find the
strength within,
I will learn how to manage these
feelings,
I will learn how to start again, how
to begin.
Finally, I think friends should be
friends,
and if they're not, they're simply
anchors who weigh you down,
and no more will they suck from my
cup of kindness,
because control is just another
abstract noun.
Copyright Allen Jesson :) 2003
Footnote:
I did receive some very
positive feedback but because of the sensitive nature of the subject, I have
chosen not to share it. However, I am pleased to report that *Jane* is still
alive and "kicking". |